Understand

The year ends in 6 days. I am so glad this year will be over soon. I've had more heartache than I can stand. I pray the next year will find my girls & I prospering. No more negativity If I can help it. I just need to purge the toxic people & feelings out of my life. I wonder if anybody's heard of a toxicity purge for that kind of thing. Oh well I will have to work at it very hard. I have to keep praying & focusing for myself not others. One day I will be able to feel the I feel & everyone will understand & hold my hand. Instead of putting me down for not wanting what they think I need.. My heart & love life are not open for discussion anymore. It's mine alone. When will thy all understand? When will I understand?