Weight lifted

Part of the weight has been lifted off my shoulders. Let me introduce myself I am a mother of 3 beautiful & smart young ladies. I have been accused of neglecting them & possibly of abusing them as well. Because my answers to questions were not liked & I defended someone the accusers believe them. What pisses me off is they aren't the only ones. But of course I have to consider the sources. I really need a place of my own I am surrounded by negativity. I need rainbows not storm clouds. Maybe I'm to defensive with some people but it's normal for me to feel that way I'm not sure how to change that. I'm an old lady & boy do I feel it.
But I am going to see my girls & take them where ever I want. Although for a while I guess group is not an option. I wish this nightmare would end soon & the whole truth would come out. This is hurting so many people. I feel bad that all of this had happened. So many things run thru my mind about it all. But I know in my heart it didn't happen the way the accusers think it did.
God will bring it all to light in His own time. But I'm getting impatient. my girls miss their family & friends...