Where is Love when it is most needed? Is it in the air around us? Is it in the clouds above us? Why do we feel alone when we don't feel loved?
I see love in my daughter's eyes, in their laughter, sometimes in their screams of joy. My girls are my heart right now. Nothing else matters. But I feel so alone it is a deep hole in my heart. Life only thrives when tere is love all around. Thank God I have my friends to help me through this. When will I find someone who will love me for me? No matter how I look, cook or how I keep my house. If you KNEW I was like this in the beginning. Why did you say you loved me? I am so confused & I feel used. WOW that's in my poem "Loss of Love". It does not matter anymore how I feel. True love, tru adult love does not exist for me & Im afraid it never will. I wll focus on my girls & nothing else.
Thank You God for my girls & my great friends!! They are my biggest blessings.
love is a BIG word...........it can encompass your whole world if you let it.
ReplyDeleteplant the seeds of love in the hearts of those you know & those you meet....sometimes they will find rocky soil, wither & die.....sometimes they will find fertile soil, flourish & grow. life....love....it's a crap shoot
pick up the dice & learn to love yourself
Yes Jedi Master. Thanks for the words of encouragement. I will try, but to tell you the truth I think I'm better off alone. No worries about being hurt again. My heart had been shattered too many times. There is no band aid big enough for it, no ball of string big enough.
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